MY SPECIAL LETTER FOR UNCLE BRIAN (4/21/08)  / Jordyn Holod (Niece)

Dear Uncle Brian,

I miss you.  You were the best uncle ever!  It's hard without you!  I wish you could get to see me again!  If you noticed, we have a memory-of.com web site for you. 

If you were here, it would be so much fun!  I play Soccer now.  I wish you could watch me play!

I love you!

Jordyn

P.S.  I used pink letters for you because pink is my favorite color.

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FEELING YOU EVERYWHERE (3/21/08)  / MOM

Brian,

I sat down tonight to let you know that I had so many thoughts of you today.  Hopefully, you received my "written message" which was somehow deleted when I entered an invalid verification code when submitting it.  There were thoughts of you at lunch, finding a coin, seeing the Geo Tracker, making Veggie Pizza, listening to the closing hymn of "On Eagles' Wings" at the Stations of the Cross service at St. Peter's and coming home to Lulu. 

I love you and miss you so much!

Mom

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Hi Sweet Brian,

It seemed you were everywhere on Friday since there were so many reminders of you. Dad took Mimi and me to lunch at the Great Lakes Brewery.  I've never been there before, but I had the opportunity to enjoy fish & chips for lunch.  There was a large group of young adults sharing some time together, and I couldn't help but think of you as I noticed them laughing, talking and having a few beers.  I know that's the sort of thing you did so many times with your friends.

After leaving Great Lakes, Mimi and I both saw a dime on the sidewalk.  I was told by a friend that when you find a coin, it is a token from Heaven.  Were you thinking of us, too?

On the way home on "90" I noticed a blue Geo Tracker, and I remember how much you wanted that vehicle.  I think of you and your friends riding with the top off the Tracker and your trip to Florida in it.

And of course, we got a special greeting from Lulu when we got home.  She is always so excited to see us.  I remember you bringing her to our house.  What a site!  Lulu sat on the front seat of your GMC just like she was a person.  I know you really loved Lulu; it showed in in the way you talked to her.  Please know that she gets loads of love and attention here.  Jordyn also loves to play with Lulu, and she really loves and enjoys her.

At home I made some vegetable pizza for Easter.  I know it's one of your favorite appetizers, and I have not made it since you left us.  You never did get the chance to eat the last veggie pizza I made for New Year's 2006.

At the Stations of the Cross service at St. Peter's the closing him was "On Eagles' Wings", and I cried almost though the whole song.  I can't help but think of you when I hear those precious words.  When I left church, it was like a winter wonderland!  It looked much more like Christmas than Easter.

I stopped at your Garden at SJWSH several times recently and it's been covered with so much snow.  I wanted to put some plastic Easter eggs on your tree, but the weather was not so great.  I've only seen two houses with Easter eggs outdoors; there seems to be more people that still have Christmas lights up. 

I've talked to a few people at the hospital, and they tell me you are missed there.  It's funny that some people now know me as "Brian's Mom" so that shows that you were pretty well recognized.

Of course, I miss having calls from you wanting to know "What's going on?"  It's tough seeing that "empty chair" when I would expect to have you with us, especially on holidays.  I'll get through it again; obviously, with some tears and emotion.  I'll miss having that special holiday hug and kiss from you, but I'm sending mine to you up in Heaven.  Please be sure to let our other angels know we're thinking of them and hope you have a blessed Easter together. 

Love,

Mom

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A TOUCHING POEM FROM MEMORY-OF.COM NEWSLETTER  / Mom (1/13/08)
Please God forgive a silent tear,
a constant wish that he was here. 
Others were taken, yes we know,
but he was ours and we loved him so.

He bid no one a last farewell,
nor even said good-bye
He was gone before we knew it
and only God knows why.

If all the world were ours to give,
We’d give it all and more
to see that loving face of his,
just once more.

For those who have
someone who means a lot,
treasure them with care.
For you never know their value
til you see their vacant chair.

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ANOTHER FIRST..AND ANOTHER YEAR WITHOUT YOU!  / Mom (1/1/08)

It's another first of the month, and even harder to believe is that it is now another year without you!  Today doesn't seem any less difficult to get through as the night we learned about losing you.

As a mother, I often wondered how parents losing a child get through it.  Now I know that "we" get through the days, and some of those days are really tough and emotional.  Any loss of a friend or family member is difficult, but the pain of losing a child, even an adult child, is beyond what I have ever experienced in life.  It is not the proper chain in life.  Most of the time I don’t question myself as to why or what happened during your last hours, but there are times when I think "what if".  I am so sad that you were alone on New Year’s Eve and not into your normal routine of having a good time with your friends. Today is the 2-year anniversary of you being gone, and nothing about that New Year’s Eve and New Year’s Day is any easier to understand.  I don't want to hear "Happy New Year" from others, but I am at least able to say "thank you" to people.  I think back to January 1, 2006 and losing you and remember the shock and agony we experienced.  Having the thoughts and prayers of family and friends is appreciated so much.

To those who remembered you with a toast to your life on New Year's Eve and for those who remembered you in their prayers on New Year's Day, thanks from the bottom of my heart.  I appreciate the messages of support from the people who called our home today and to the people who "light candles" on your web site.  

Brian, I found some mini wine glass candles in the store and Sandee printed some remembrance cards for me to attach to them.  Hopefully,  friends and family lit these special candles for you today, and I hope you were able to somehow know this was done for you.  Your light will always shine!  We continue to burn a candle for you at home always.

There are times I awaken and think only of you, my precious son, with prayers and hopes that you are at peace and in God’s care. I really miss seeing your beautiful smile, and I miss your presence in my life. You made me happy and proud. I miss the special things we shared together in life. You put so much effort into reaching your goals, and it is so unfortunate that you only had an opportunity to use your skills as a doctor for such a short time.  God must have you on some sort of special duty!

Thank you, Brian, for being a wonderful son, brother, uncle and friend. Any of us could rely on you for support, encouragement and love. You were always so kind and patient. 

My son, my shining star, I love and miss you very much. I pray for you and thank God every day for your presence in my life. Thank you for watching over us. God Bless You and Keep You, Brian.

Love,
Mom 

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Nothing Gold Can Stay  / Deanna (friend)
           Nothing Gold Can Stay

     Natures first green is gold
     Her hardest hue to hold
     Her early leaf's a flower
     But only so an hour
     Then leaf subsides to leaf
     So Eden sank to grief
     So dawn goes down to day
     Nothing gold can stay

                      poem by Robert Frost

       thinking of you all. Now Brian will always stay gold. 
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PLEASE REMEMBER BRIAN  / Joyce Holod (Mom)

Dear Family and Friends,

January 1, 2008 will be the 2nd anniversary of our loss.

We ask that you please remember Brian by toasting to his life on New Year's Eve.

Please remember Brian in your prayers on New Year's Day.  PLEASE LIGHT A CANDLE IN YOUR HOME IN REMEMBRANCE OF BRIAN!

Of course, we would be quite thankful if you would also "Light a Candle" on this Memory-of.com site, too.

To those of you who continue to support our family and remain a part of our lives, thank you so very much for your concern and help.  It means so much to us.

The Family of Brian Holod

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Missing You, Brian (12/29/07)  / Joyce Holod (Mom)
Brian, 1/1/06 is a day that is forever etched in my mind, heart and soul. People say you are in a better place now. Are you free to walk in paradise, a sea of tranquility above the clouds? Do you shine among the stars? Do you chase the wind as though you were riding your motorcycle? When did you get your angel wings?

I think of your beautiful smile, laughter and warm and caring ways. I miss you so much. You will never be forgotten. I still cry, and tears roll down my face at so many different times. I have happy days, but so much of my life is so different without you. I love and miss you so much today and every day.

The two-year mark of your death will be here within days. Most families are still celebrating the holiday season, and I feel sad. I think of you, Brian, and remember you loved the holidays. You always made time for your family and especially enjoyed eating. You had fun playing with the dogs and enjoyed taking a nap. You loved being with your friends, too!

I thank God for every moment you were in my life, for all the times you made me laugh, for the times you made me so proud to be your mother, for the times you hugged me and told me "I love you." I would have loved for you to have the opportunity to be a parent and to experience these things, too! Slowly but surely time will pass, and I imagine the deep loss I feel will lighten.

I tried so hard on Christmas day to be strong. I remember that Christmas 2005 was the last day I saw you and received my last hug and kiss from you. Penny’s gift was a framed picture of you and your fellow colleagues at the SJWS Recognition Dinner in 2004. It was hard not to let my emotions go. Today I received an angel ornament from Kelly & Jeff. It has this beautiful verse on its wings: “Perhaps they are not stars in the sky but rather openings in Heaven where our loved ones shine down to let us know they are happy.” Brian, you will forever be “my shining star”, and I pray for you to be happy and at peace and in God’s care. I thank God every day for the 34 years you were with us. I am indeed very fortunate and grateful to have had you as my son. God Be With You, My Sweet Angel. I love and miss you.

Mom
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BRIAN  / Mom (10/27/2007)
MY POEM IN MEMORY OF BRIAN’S 36TH BIRTHDAY:
“YOU ARE WITH ME”

It is autumn and such a lovely time of the year,
I really miss not having you here.
Today is your 36th birthday,
And there’s something I would like to say.

I’m sad, and my spirit needs a lift,
But I know God gave me such a very special gift.
For your presence in my life, I thank God each day
For you to be happy and at peace, for this I pray.

You are with me, in my heart forever, you know.
You are with me, night and day,wherever I may go.
You are with me when I feel a soft breeze blowing through the trees.
You are with me when I walk and hear the rustle of the leaves.

You are with me when I look up into the beautiful sunlit sky,
It’s a time I think of you and pray for you, my special guy.
You are with me when I look up on a clear dark night,
You are with me, looking down, through the stars that shine so bright.

You are with me when I feel the light, cool rain,
You are with me, even when I still feel so much pain.
You are with me in my many times of need.
You are with me, my special Angel of Good Deed.

You were so special, and there is so much more I could write.
I miss your smile and gentle ways and not having you in my sight.
My wish today is for you to celebrate a special birthday in Heaven above.
 And please remember, Brian,  that you will always have my love. 

Happy Birthday, My Sweet Angel.  I love you!

Mom
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I will keep you Brian and your family close to my heart  / Dessa Smith (connected by angels )

You are someone special you will never be forgotten and always loved by so many. Hugs to you and your family with love. Joseph's mom Close

GRIEVE NOT/BUT LAUGH AND TALK OF ME  / Mom (10/23/07)

Grieve not, nor speak of me with tears,
But laugh and talk of me
As though I were beside you;
I Loved you so,
Twas heaven there with you. 


Sharing memories and remembering Brian is so important to me.  I sometimes wonder why those who knew and loved Brian as a friend, colleague or co-worker cannot find the time or courage to write a few lines that will mean so much to us.  I've heard some of your wonderful stories of special times shared with Brian, and I would love to reflect and remember them.

There is comfort in knowing that others care when the situation is so very hard to bear.

  I thank God every day for giving Brian to us, but I miss him, his precious smile and his kind, caring ways so very much.

Please remember Brian in your thoughts and prayers as we approach his 36th birthday on Sat., October 27, 2007.

Thank you!

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2nd Annual Brian Holod Memorial Golf Outing  / Brian's Mom
September 21, 2007

Just a quick note of thanks to everyone who participted in the 2nd Annual Brian Holod Memorial Golf Outing today at Sweetbriar Golf Club, 320 Jaycox Road, Avon Lake, OH.  We greatly appreciate your support in Brian's memory.

It was a beautiful day here in the Cleveland area..clear skies with temperaturee in the low 80's.  Wonder if Brian requested that we get a lovely day for the golf outing!

Bigger is not always better!  We had a small turnout, but enjoyed a great time together.  We did not have enough golfers for a shot-gun start for the scramble, but everything worked out very well.

Thank you:
To all golfers;
To all sponsors (especially HALLEEN CHEVROLET IN NORTH OLMSTED for their generous Platinum Sponsorship of $1,000);
To General Motors/Cleveland Zone for their generous donations of Browns tickets & Cavaliers items for the silent auction;
To those who made donations to Brian's Memorial Fund;
To those participating in our raffles;
To guests who joined us for dinner.

It meant very much to our family to have you there!  I'm exhausted since I am not like most of my family who enjoy hot weather.

I know many of you reminisced some special thoughts you had of Brian.  I really did not want to say too much today in fear of my emotions letting go.  I miss my son immensely, and I have cried several times tonight as I think of Brian.

I will officially thank our sponsors and annouce raffle winners in the near future.  THANK YOU AGAIN FOR EVERYTHING!


Joyce Holod

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MOTHER'S DAY MESSAGE TO BRIAN, MY "SHINING STAR"  / MOM, MISSING YOU, SWEET BRIAN (5/13/07)
MOTHER’S DAY MESSAGE TO MY “SHINING STAR”

My Dear Brian,

I just want to let you know you are constantly in my thoughts and prayers. There isn’t a day that passes that I do not think of you. It may be a memory from your infancy, youth, or adulthood. Sometimes I smile, and other times I cry as I think of you. Please know, Brian, you are always in my heart!

Today has been more difficult since it’s Mother’s Day, and you were always a special part of it. There is such a void without you in my life. I wish I could turn back time and again share those precious times with you. I know that cannot be, so all I can do is reminisce. What joy and special memories you gave me.

I could never describe all the emotions of being your mother. All mothers feel their children are special, and there’s no exception here. You were so special, Brian, and you brought so much happiness to so many people during your life. It just doesn’t seem fair that you’re no longer here, but I continually thank God every day for blessing me with your presence as my son. You were such a sweet little boy, and you did present some challenges as you were growing up. I know you learned the necessary things in life very well, and I very much admired your desire to serve others, along with your kind spirit and warm heart. You were unique in the way you handled yourself…so calm, caring, compassionate and reassuring, and with the right touch of humor. I could not be more proud of you or your hard work in becoming and working as a D.O. You are in my heart and always in my mind, and that will never change.

I know Heaven is a beautiful place, Brian. And it is certainly more lovely since it has such a precious treasure—you! I wish I could see your beautiful smile and feel that reassuring hug from you. All I can do is pray that you know how much you are loved and missed. I think perhaps our messages are getting across to you! Thanks for getting a message to us through your buddy, Jeff. The message was hard to hear, but it was so welcomed and appreciated. Be happy, my sweet angel, and enjoy being in Heaven with your family, friends and so many other sweet angels.

Maybe I was selfish today since I cried a lot. I miss you. I miss Gram, and I miss having the opportunity to personally wish my mother a Happy Mother’s Day. Hope you celebrated with Gram in some special way. Please tell her “Happy Mother’s Day” from me, and let her know she is greatly missed and loved. It’s hard hearing people say “Happy Mother’s Day” when I hurt so much. I know the phrase is well-intended, and I do appreciate their thoughtfulness. It’s surprising how caring some people are. Laura & Bob sent a lovely e-mail message to me and send such lovely cards. Pete joined us for mass at St. Peter’s this morning. (Let Gram know there was a mass for her today.) I was not home when Heather came to the house since Dad treated the moms in our family to breakfast at Perkins. The silly girl (Heather) wrote in chalk on the porch, and she left a lovely card and hanging basket. I thank the special people in your life for remembering me today.

I received phone calls from Aunt Glor, Sherrie and Mark. Sure you’ll laugh to find out that your brother’s call was made from Coney Island (after getting off the Cyclone coaster). Mark sent such a beautiful floral arrangement today, and Sandee and Jordyn gave me a lovely miniature pink azalea plant. I’m undecided whether to plant the azalea at home or at your memorial garden at the hospital. I visited your Garden this evening, and I want to have a few additional plants added to it. The Garden sure is looking nice with the spring growth. I took Lulu with me to your Garden. Lulu behaved like such a refined lady. She even had her first experience with SJWS’s geese! I took Lulu off the leash, and she did not run or even bark. She just walked around and listened to the honking geese. It is always so comforting spending some time at the Garden.

It’s still hard getting through some days since my heart aches, and it’s difficult getting to sleep without crying. I’ve been told it’s easier with time, but I just can’t believe there is anything harder to endure in life than losing a child. I love you, my Brian, and I miss you more than words can express. I pray that you are at peace and happy now that you are in God’s care. Thank you, Brian, for enriching my life. Please watch over us, sweet angel, until we may meet again.

Love,
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TO MY DAUGHTER, SANDEE..."AN ANGEL'S TOUCH"  / MOM, WITH MOTHERS DAY MESSAGE FOR SANDEE (5/13/07)

The other day I looked above and saw an Angel near.
I asked a favor for someone I love & hoped my message was clear.

Please, Angel, let my Daughter see she's loved so very much,
And, Angel, will you promise me to let her feel your touch.

The Angel spoke and moved my way; that's when it's feather fell...
"This gift is yours to give her this day; it proves my promise well."

Sandee,
Just a note to wish you a Happy Mother's Day via "An Angel's Touch".  Thank you for being a wonderful daughter and a terrific mother to Jordyn.  I appreciate the support you have provided me on many days.  I am proud and privileged to be your mother.  God Blessed me with a special gift when you were born.  Thanks for being a special part of my life.  I love you and Jordyn very much.
Love always,
Mom

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HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY "FROM HEAVEN"  / HEAVEN'S ANGELS (5/13/07)
Happy Mothers Day “From Heaven” 

Dear “Mr. Hallmark”,
I am writing to you from Heaven, and though it must appear
A rather strange idea; I see everything from here.
I just popped in to visit your stores to find a card--
A card of love for my mother, as this day for her is hard.
There must be some mistake, I thought; there is every card you can imagine,
Except I could not find a card from a child who lives in Heaven. 

She is still a mother, too, no matter where I reside.
I had to leave; she understands; but oh the tears she's cried.
I thought that if I wrote to you, that you would come to know
that though I live in Heaven now, I still love my mother so.
She talks with me and dreams with me; we still share laughter, too.
Memories are our way of speaking now; would you see what you can do? 

It’s so hard since we have been apart; I know my mother carries me in her heart.
She hides her tears from sight; many times she will speak to me at night.
She plants flowers in my garden, and there my living memory dwells.
She writes to other grieving parents, trying to ease their pain as well.

So, you see, Mr. Hallmark, though I no longer live on earth,
I must find a way to remind my mother of her wondrous worth.
She needs to be honored and be remembered too,
just as the children of the earth will do.

Thank you, Mr. Hallmark. I know you will do your best;
Please let my mother know her heart shines bright among the rest.
Please tell my mother I love her and how much she still means to me Until I can do it for myself…when she joins me in eternity.

(Original letter obtained from Memory.com/Melissa Blake’s Mom-Angels)
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Happy Mothers Day  / Katie Ings Jennifer Moss' Mom (Friend of Joyce & Sandee )

Thinking of Joyce this Mothers Day.
God Bless our Angels.



Its so hard to hear these words today after 
loosing our child and our mothers.
But think about it Joyce, I can really relate to
what you are feeling.  We need to talk.
Love you, Katie
www.JenniferLeeMoss.Memory-of.com

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DOCTORS' DAY AND BLESSING OF BRIAN HOLOD, D.O. CONFERENCE ROOM  / Mom (March 30, 2007 )
We were privileged to attend and participate in the annual Doctors' Day Mass this morning at St. John West Shore Hospital for living and deceased members of the profession.  It was such a beautiful service and brought tears to my eyes.  Fr. Elmer officiated, Sr. Kendra sang, Susan Richardson accompanied on the flute, and medical colleagues participated in the service.

At the conclusion of the mass, guests were invited to the Graduate Medical Education Department to attend the Blessing of the Conference Room now named for Brian.  The plaque which was presented to our family in October at the dedication/blessing of "Brian's Garden" now has a home in the "Brian Holod, D.O. Conference Room".  

Thanks to Pamela Billeck, GME Dept, for coordinating the blessing and to Fr. Elmer for his lovely words and performing the blessing.  We thank all who took the time from their busy schedules at SJWS to attend, including CEO Cliff Coker, physicians, interns & GME students.

Of course, I wrote a poem for this special dedication before going to bed last night.  I choked through it:

It’s spring and time for flowers to bloom.
What a special day to dedicate this conference room!

We are saddened that Brian left us on a New Year’s Day,
But at this place his love and spirit will always stay.
 
We thank God for his presence and miss him so much;
We think of Brian’s wit and his caring and gentle touch.

It’s been said that Brian will be remembered for his friendliness and smile,
And we will remain so very glad that he was with us for a while! 

Brian would be happy to know that an additional donation of $500.00 was made from his Memorial Account a few days ago to St. John West Shore Hospital.  These funds will be combined with Dr. Adornetto's generous contribution to SJWS for the purchase of a large flat-screen TV to be used by the Graduate Medical Education Department in the Brian Holod, D.O. Conference Room.  

We enjoyed a nice breakfast in the cafeteria and enjoyed talking to other guests, hospital personnel and physicians.  Hopefully, the Doctors' Day cake, zucchini bars and cheesecake were enjoyed by those in attendance.

A special thanks to Anthony Rozzo, D.O., for sharing some special memories of his time with Brian.  It meant so very much to receive the continued support of everyone associated with St. John West Shore Hospital.  You certainly are a wonderful group of people, and I'm proud that Brian was a special part of it.
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"HEAVEN WAS NEEDING A HERO"  / Friend (March 28, 2007 )
This song was featured about two weeks ago on Extreme Home Makeover.  It made me think of you!
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"Heaven Was Needing A Hero" lyrics

I came by today to see you
Oh I had to let you know
If I knew the last time that I held you was the last time
I'd have held you and never let go

Oh it's kept me awake nights wondering
Lying in the dark asking why
I've always been told you won't be called home
Until it's your time

I guess heaven was needing a hero
Somebody just like you
Brave enough to stand up for what you believe
And follow it through

When I try to make it make sense in my mind
The only conclusion I come to
Is heaven was needing a hero like you

I remember the last time I saw you
Oh you held your head up proud
I laughed inside when I saw how you were
Standing out in the crowd

Your such a part of who I am
And now that part will just be void
No matter how much I need you now
Heaven needed you more

'Cause heaven was needing a hero
Somebody just like you
Brave enough to stand up for what you believe
And follow it through

Why I try to make it make sense in my mind
The only conclusion I come to
Is heaven was needing a hero just like you

Heaven was needing a hero
That's you

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ST. PATRICK'S DAY REMEMBRANCE  / Mom, Thinking of You on 3/14/07

I know that St. Patty's Day would not be complete without a good brew or two for you and your friends.  This would be one of those days of "Good Friends, Good Times, & Beer!"  You loved to celebrate and have a good time!  Certainly, your friends will recall those times.  Some will recall the trips to Chicago to celebrate St. Patrick's Day!

Being on the conservative side, I might display an Irish decoration or two..but certainly would not enjoy a green beer!  Just want you to know that I am thinking of you, Brian, and I miss you so much. 

It's my understanding you may have a touch of Irish in you, so I'd like to share this poem I found:

IRISH REMEMBRANCE:

An Irish heart is silent now,
Life's journey had to end.
God needed you for reasons
That we cannot comprehend.

Until the day we meet again,
On this we can depend,
Your Irish eyes are smiling
Just around the bend.

I love and miss you, Brian!  Hope those celebrating St. Patrick's Day will remember you with a toast!

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"Those Who Touch Our Lives"  / Sandee Holod (Sister)

Every special person who touches our life 
leaves their own unique mark on our heart; 
a mark which can never be chiseled away
even if the years eventually pull us apart.
We can take on their expressions and such 
the more we share of ourselves together. 
It's those little things about another person 
that can remain a part in us forever.

People who we have met throughout our life 
become a part of the person who we are today. 
We learn and we grow from the relationships 
each one touching us, in it's own special way. 
We laugh about spending too much time together 
when we think we have become like each other. 
But it just shows how much we've been touched 
by the relationship we have found with another.

Those special people who can touch our lives
are like precious jewels amongst life's treasure. 
They shine on us and leave a lasting impression, 
a unique mark on our heart, a gift without measures.

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HOW DO I FEEL TODAY? FEB. 27, 2007  / Mom
HOW DO I FEEL TODAY? 2/27/07

I feel THANKFUL. I feel EMOTIONAL. I FEEL BRIAN’S LOVE!

I thank God every day for Brian’s presence in my life. Brian was a Gift of God and displayed so much kindness, gentleness and compassion. I am so proud and privileged to be Brian’s mother. I miss physically seeing and talking to Brian, but I can feel his love and care. Brian is in my thoughts, prayers and heart every day. I pray that he is in God’s care and at peace. I pray that Brian knows how much I love and miss him.

Thanks Jeff (Brian’s friend) for getting us the message that Brian is OK and watching over us. We know that Brian would never do anything intentional to hurt himself or anyone else. It’s just so hard not having him with us. I get by each day and do the things I need to do (most of the time), but the hurt and pain are still felt so much.

A DONATION OF $500.00 WAS MADE FROM THE BRIAN HOLOD, D.O. MEMORIAL FUND TO ST. JOHN WEST SHORE HOSPITAL FOR THE PURCHASE OF DIALYSIS EQUIPMENT. The hospital designated in 2006 that fund development would benefit dialysis. Since Brian started his medical career as a Dialysis Technician at St. John West Shore Hospital, our family felt it would be a tribute to him to donate funds from his memorial account for the purpose of updating dialysis equipment and ultimately assisting those patients. St. John West Shore Hospital will always hold a special place in our hearts, and hopefully Brian will be remembered for his medical skills and his compassionate care of patients.

Special thanks to the following individuals for their generous contributions to Brian’s Memorial Fund for the SJWS Dialysis Equipment: BARRY W. SCHLENTNER (Brian’s Godfather), Eloy, AZ for $100; GENE & BEVERLY PEINDEL (Family friends from Pa. who recently learned of Brian’s passing), Greensburg, PA for $100; BETTY LESH (Brian’s Grandmother), N. Ridgeville, OH for $50.

I was very emotional at St. John West Shore Hospital as I went to Administration to present the donation. I saw some employees and volunteers I knew. Each of them greeted me warmly, and most gave me a hug. Thanks so much for your caring and concern. It was so nice to see you: Eileen/Medical Records (With the exciting news of getting ready to welcome a child into our world), Ann Lovejoy/Lab, Kim Lett/Surgery, Kathleen Gemmel/Registration, Volunteers: Marverine Thomas, Kathy Hall, Ardis Rayak & Edna Sund, Roberta Jones/Volunteer Svcs., Marge Lang/Quality, Sr. Kendra and Sr. Judy Weirick, Patrick Garmone/Marketing-PR, and even new CEO, Cliff Coker.  We appreciate your caring and concern. I especially appreciate your comments to let me know:
** Brian is missed and remembered.
** Brian’s love and spirit are very much evident at SJWS.
** Brian’s memorial card is kept at your work station.
** Brian’s presence is felt throughout the hospital in daily activities through those he worked with.
** Brian is a special Guardian Angel to those he loved.
** Brian’s friendliness and smile are missed.

PLEASE KEEP BRIAN IN YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS.

IT WOULD BE APPRECIATED IF YOU WOULD VISIT HIS SITE AT: http://brianholod.memory-of.com TO LIGHT A CANDLE IN HIS MEMORY. IF YOU HAVE A STORY OR SPECIAL MEMORY YOU WOULD LIKE TO SHARE WITH US, PLEASE ADD IT AS A “TRIBUTE”. YOUR CONTRIBUTION TO THE SITE WILL BE TREASURED BY US! THANK YOU, AND PLEASE ENCOURAGE OTHERS TO DO THE SAME!

A candle burns in my home 24 hours/7 days week in Brian’s honor and memory. Please keep Brian’s memory alive!

Joyce Holod

PS to “My Shining Star”:
Brian, I love & miss you very much. Thanks for watching over me.
With my love & prayers, Mom



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