91st Catholic Health Assembly / Sandee Holod (Sister)
8/15/06 Each year at the Catholic Health Assembly, attendees remember deceased individuals who have served in the Catholic health ministry. At the 91st assembly-held in Orlando, FL, this year-ministry leaders once again gathered in prayer to pay tribute to their colleagues who had died within the past year.
In gratefulness for his service to Catholic health care, they honored the memory of Brian Holod, DO, St. John West Shore Hospital, Westlake, OH.
Unfortunately it takes the passing of someone before their time... / Steve Wierzchowski (NRHS '89 Classmate )Read >>
Unfortunately it takes the passing of someone before their time... / Steve Wierzchowski (NRHS '89 Classmate )
I was a classmate of Brian's in high school. I can't say we were freinds but I do remember Brian. I was browsing the classmates.com website and came across the announcment of Brian's passing. I just wanted to send my condolences and best wishes for you and your family. The website is amazing - I am glad I stopped in.
Unfortunately it takes the passing of someone before their time for us all to remember how fragile and important life is. From what I saw on your site Brian touched many people while he was here. Hopefully someone will say that about us all when we are gone. I hope that your events go well.
I just traded emails with our class president Bob Steidl and next year they will begin planning our 20th reunion. I would hope we can do something at the reunion to remember Brian and any others from our class. Hopefully there aren't any others...
My condolences for the loss of your precious Brian, My heart goes out to you. I know our angels are together watching over us and one day we will see them again. Sending warm hugs Alma www.angel-mills.memory-of.com
MY POEM FOR BRIAN (WRITTEN ON JULY 10, 2006) / Mom, With A Special Poem For You, Brian Read >>
MY POEM FOR BRIAN (WRITTEN ON JULY 10, 2006) / Mom, With A Special Poem For You, Brian
My Brian,
You were such a precious baby boy; You were my tiny bundle of joy. God gave us this miracle to see, And I wondered what in life you would be.
As the winter winds began to blow, I realized how quickly you would grow; First a toddler, learning how to walk, And then a child, starting to talk.
You enjoyed each and every day In the wonderful way you would play. I loved to watch you sleep; You were my special angel to keep.
In school you were so quiet and kind; I knew that God gave you a special mind. Looking down at you at my side Always gave me so much pride.
You were very content and would rarely pout; I remember when you were a little Cub Scout. And I remember when you were not very tall How you gave all your effort to play ball.
Then came your chance to be on a football team Which gave you a chance to follow your dream. I remember you driving my car With the promise not to go far.
You might have gone to the mall But now I know of your special phone call. You called & pretended to be home When you were really on the roam!
When you got in trouble at certain times, It certainly cost us much more than dimes. To so many people you became a friend And each one loved you to the very end.
I remember your first job at Big Wheel and how that paycheck made you feel. I remember you buying a Cutlass, your very first car And my worries when you would go to a bar.
You never gave your parents much "lip"' I remember you getting a new Geo Tracker and taking a trip. I remember when you moved from home and how I cried, And how sad I was to see that you didn't even have an egg to be fried.
I can see you going to LCCC and my fright When you traveled & worked at UPS each night. Your mind was in motion and on fire, As attending Penn State became your #1 desire.
I apologize for not helping you to obtain your dream Since I thought "party animal" would become your scheme. You did your part by being accepted by PSU, your favorite school, But I proved to be a stumbling block and a stubborn mule.
You were no longer a little boy with a balloon; You became a man all too soon How sad that my angel went away Sometime during the New Year's very first day.
If you had the chance to become a dad, I would have been so very glad. Time has changed to another season And for you being gone, we have no reason.
You are now my special angel, flying high And I will never forget you, my shining star, in the sky!
My love & prayers to you, Brian. I miss you so much. From: Mom July 10, 2006
.......This needs to be worked on some more. I put this together tonight as I thought about Brian, as I always do. It's getting awfully late, so I'll get back to this poem sometime soon.
Grief Never Ends, It Is The Price Of Love. / Katie Ings Angel Jennifer Moss' Mom Read >>
Grief Never Ends, It Is The Price Of Love. / Katie Ings Angel Jennifer Moss' Mom Close
"GIFT FROM ABOVE" FOR JORDYN AT INDIANS GAME / Mom Read >>
"GIFT FROM ABOVE" FOR JORDYN AT INDIANS GAME / Mom
July 9, 2006 Yesterday was another one of the Cleveland Indians games from the 6-pack special we purchased. It was a busy day as Jordyn celebrated her fifth birthday with her friends and family at the Rocky River Stables in the Cleveland Metro Parks. This was a real "pony party"! The invited guests included Jordyn's brothers: Jaret, Andrew & Luke; her cousins: Claire & Cameron; and friends: Krista and Tori, Jake and Jonathan, Taylor, Jacob & Ryan. After getting special riding instructions, the children were fitted with their riding helmets and then proceeded to the indoor arena where 4 special ponies were waiting for them. Jordyn's first ride was on Charlie Brown, one of the larger ponies. Some of the kids showed a little fear, and one child cried because she was afraid of the big horse and liked the little pony she rode the first time. The children were very well behaved and loved riding on Skye (largest pony), Charlie Brown, Oreo (the only girl pony) and S.
All the guests went around the corner to the Metro Park picnic area and enjoyed pizza, lemonade and birthday cake. There were so many pizzas to feed all the kids and family. Grandma & Pappa Tiller from Michigan were there along with neighbors: Jeff, Sandy, Stephanie & Guest, Aunt Sheila & Uncle Ron Lienerth, Aunt Sherrie, Mimi, Pap & Grammie, Carolyne Dular, Angel, & Malinda & spouse, as well as hosts of the party: Sandee and Albert. What nice gifts Jordyn received, and the kids loved the baseball pinata. Jordyn gave the final swings to take it down!
Well, this message was supposed to be about the Indians game that we (Dave & I, Sandee & Jordyn and Sherrie) went to Saturday evening. It was a beautiful evening (actually a little too hot for me when the sun was still up), and we sat in the uppermost level of the stadium. Besides having her treat bag from her birthday pinata earlier, Jordyn ate cotton candy, popcorn, nachos and pop. What better stuff to wind up a child. Jordyn decided she wanted to cheer for the Indians since the Orioles took an early lead in the game. She started chanting, "Let's go Indians, Let's go!" and the young group of fans behind us clapped twice after each cheer. This actually got quite a few of the fans in our section participating! Jordyn stood on her seat and yelled in a precious sounding "Wet's go Indians, Wet's go", and she received special applaud after she finished cheering. People were looking to see who the enthusiastic little Indians cheerleader was, and many snapped her picture on their cell phones. After Jordyn did her cheers for a few innings, the fans seated next to me handed me a "VERY SPECIAL PINK BASEBALL CAP WITH THE CLEVELAND 'I' ON IT". THEY ASKED THAT I PASS IT TO THE LITTLE CHEERLEADER "FROM SOMEONE UP ABOVE". I asked who it was from, and turned back to see if someone would acknowledge purchasing the cap. WHEN JORDYN WAS HANDED THE CAP, SHE SAID THAT THE "GIFT FROM ABOVE" WAS FROM UNCLE BRIAN! Sandee later told me that God sends signs through others, and she is positive that Brian found a way to give his only niece a special birthday gift! And I believe it, too! Thanks, Brian, for sending Jordyn her special "birthday gift from above"! We all miss having you with us! Every day is hard for us, but we feel the loss of your presence so much more at times when we should be together. We all love and miss you so much, Brian.
Jordyn went to the Kids Playland section of the stadium during the 7th inning, and we watched some of the game from the lower level. The little cheerleader with her special Indians cap started cheering again. She also got this crowd of people participating in the clapping, and they also gave her special applaud at the cessation of each of her cheering sessions. It was priceless to see what enthusiasm one little Indians fan could bring that day!
Someone to watch over me... / Sandee Holod (Sister)
Bri-
Today makes six months without you - and I spent the entire day in a "Rider's Edge" class taking the first step to be able to participate in your memorial ride in October. Some things were easy, and some weren't.
On our last skill drill of the day, the "fast stop," we were instructed to get into 2nd gear and as we reached a certain point to down shift & brake fast and specifically NOT to release the brake if we would skid. Well, on my 2nd attempt I approached the braking point too fast, and when I braked, I skidded. I felt the front tire slipping, and even though I was instructed not to, I let go of the brake. I went down & so did the bike. I caught myself with my hand, but I wasn't hurt and either was the bike - not a scratch. The instructer asked me how I knew to let go of the brake - I said I didn't know, but I felt like braking was fighting the bike. I was told if I hadn't let go it would have ended up on top of me, so thanks for your help today.
Mimi found a "penny from Heaven" as I practiced a little more at home - and it means a lot to know I have you to watch over me.
I've already learned so much, and Sunday's skill drills promise to be more challenging. I hope some of the things I did today caused you to laugh a little and smile a lot. I love you and I miss you so much. With lots of love and hugs.
Joe & Julie's Wedding / Sandee Holod (Sister)Read >>
Joe & Julie's Wedding / Sandee Holod (Sister)
June 26, 2006 Things are not the same without you Bri. I went and watched one of your best friends get married on Saturday - a wedding that you were supposed to be in - and that was not easy. As the gospel was being read, a motorcycle roared by, and I considered that "the sign" from you that you were with us in spirit for the occasion. Your family and many of your friends were there, and it's times like this, when we are all gathered, that your absence is so painfully obvious.
As most people headed to the restaurant after the ceremony, our group stayed waiting for Joe & Julie to exit the church - it dawned on me that there was no rice or birdseed to throw - and I don't think that quick, so I credit you with the squirt guns filled with holy water idea...
At the reception, I'm sure you would have said something funny and charming and heartfelt to Joe and Julie - you always had a way of saying the right thing at the right time - wishing them a lifetime of health and happiness, laughter and love. Watch over them Bri.
OH, WHAT A NIGHT! SJWSH'S INTERN & RESIDENT GRADUATION CEREMONY / Mom, Wishing You Were With Us Tonight (6/15/06) Read >>
OH, WHAT A NIGHT! SJWSH'S INTERN & RESIDENT GRADUATION CEREMONY / Mom, Wishing You Were With Us Tonight (6/15/06)
June 15, 2006
My Dear Brian, Our family received an invitation a few weeks ago which read: "You are Cordially Invited To St. John West Shore Hospital's Intern and Resident Graduation Ceremony Honoring the Class of 2005-2006" "Thursday, June 15, 2006 at Lakewood Country Club, 2613 Bradley Road, Westlake, Ohio. Dinner at 7:00 p.m."
I pondered making the decision whether or not to attend the event, knowing that it would be quite emotional to see your colleagues again, and knowing that you should have been sharing in the recognition given that night. You were supposed to be with us for this special event, Brian! Sandee decided to attend the dinner with me, and Dad would help coach Jordyn's T-Ball game tonight.
Arriving at Lakewood Country Club tonight, the grounds were so lovely, and I thought back to last year when you were with us. Jordyn, Mimi, Dad and I shared a very special evening with you , and we were so very proud of you and your accomplishments.Things weren't the way they were supposed to be tonight, Brian. I know you were in our presence tonight, and Sandee and I were warmly welcomed by so many people. It was a difficult evening for us and it brought both joy and sadness.
Dr. Bloxdorf welcomed everyone and presented a lovely "TRIBUTE TO BRIAN HOLOD, D.O." I hope to obtain his comments and insert them in this letter. Sr. Judy also included a warm tribute to you in her opening prayer. I got up to make a few comments, and I don't even know what I said since I didn't prepare anything. I thanked SJWS for including us in their evening and said it was very hard not having you in our lives. You are always present with all of us, knowing when we are having a difficult time and of course, smiling, when you know we are having good times. I really could not find the courage to say much more, so I presented Dr. Bloxdorf with a memorial tribute with your photo from Ross & Susan's wedding and the "Some people's lives..." poem that describes you perfectly. Decided to make the presentation tonight for the hospital GME Department or Library since it was probably the last opportunity of the year to have the medical students, interns, residents and physicians together. I asked everyone to remember you always.
Sandee mentioned that today was Jordyn's 5th birthday and that she asked Jordyn what she might want for her special day. Jordyn's answer was to spend it with you! Sandee let everyone know how much you loved Jordyn, and how you played "Duck, Duck, Goose" on Jordyn's third birthday.
We sat with Sr. Judy and Sr. Carol, and our table had the honor of being the first table called to the buffet. It was quite a joke as an OU representative commented about the lovely dinner reception tonight and how he decided to sit next to CEO Kirby Smith, thinking that might be table #1 served, only to find they were the last table called to the buffet. The food was outstanding..carved beef and turkey, rigatoni with meat sauce, tortelinni alfredo, salads, rolls & pastries. You would have enjoyed the selection!
Certificates and special awards were presented..I did not bring my program in from the car so I really can't acknowledge them..but you know who they were! We had a chance to chat with a few people after the dinner. We thank those of you who took the time to speak to us and to let us know your concern for us and your remembrance of Brian. It is appreciated more than you know! We wish all of you the best as you continue your medical careers! Remember, you have a special friend up in Heaven that you can confide in.
On Jordyn's 5th Birthday / Sandee Holod (Sister)Read >>
On Jordyn's 5th Birthday / Sandee Holod (Sister)
Going back 5 years, you had just come home after completing your first year of medical school, and were here to help welcome Jordyn into the world. I laugh at the picture of the first time you held her.
You were sitting with her in your arms with your knees clenched together like you were afraid to drop her or something, but you had a grin from ear to ear. You looked so happy (but rigid). The reason I find it funny is because that seeming uncomfortableness didn't last long - and by her first birthday you were a pro at the "uncle" thing.
I also have to laugh that so many of the people who care so much about you that I met either at or after your funeral had no idea who I was, but they sure knew about Jordyn. I wondered if at any time when your friends and collegues asked how your weekend was, if you ever told them how you played "Duck, Duck, Goose" with your niece on her 3rd birthday?
Jordyn always looked forward to seeing you, especially on special days like this, and your entrance always got a squeal out of her. Tuesday morning she told me if she could have anythign she wanted for her birthday this year, it would be to have you here. I'm sitting here crying because I know she won't get to "see" you today. She's still asleep as I write this. I hope in whatever way you can, you will be here with her today and make her birthday wish come true.
'AND GOD SAID" / Mom (6/14/06)
I found this message on another site in Memory-of.com (submitted by Diane Cassidy, Angel Mom to Katie) and I want to remember it and share it with you
I said, God I hurt And God said, I know
I said, I cry alot And God said, That's why I gave you tears
I said, Life is so hard And God said, That's why I gave you loved ones
I said, But my loved one died!! And God said, So did mine!!
I said, It's such a great loss!! And God said, I saw mine nailed to a cross!!
I said, But your loved one lives!! And God said, So does yours!!
I said, Where is he now?? And God said, My Son is by my side and Your Son is in my arms!!Close
"IN THE LIGHT" - Author Unknown / Mom (6/14/06) Read >>
"IN THE LIGHT" - Author Unknown / Mom (6/14/06)
A Shadow of joy flickered;it is me
I told you I wouldn't leave.
My spirit is with you.
My memories,my thoughts are imbedded deep in your heart.
I still love you.
Do not for one moment think that you have been abondoned.
I am in the light.
In the corner, in the hall, the car, the yard- these are the places I stay with you.
My spirit rises every time you pray for me, but my energy comes closer to you.
Love does not diminish, it grows stronger,
I am the feather that finds you in the yard, the dimmed light that grows brighter in you mind,
I place our memories for you to see,
We lived in our special way, a way that now has its focus changed,
I still crave your understanding and long for the many words of prayer and good fortune for my soul,
I am in the Light,
As you struggle to adjust without me, I watch silently,
Sometimes I summon up all the strenght of my new world to make you notice me,
Impressed by your grief, I try to impress my love deeper into your consciousness,
As you should,I call out to the Heavens for help,
You should know that the fountain of youth does exist,
My soul in now healthy,
Your love sends me new found energy,
I am adjusting to this new world,
I am with you and I am in the Light,
Please don't feel bad that you don't see me,
I am with you wherever you go,
I protect you, just as you protected me so many times,
Talk to me and some how I will find a way to answer you,
Mother, Father, son or daughter it makes no difference,
Whatever our connection-friend or even-foe-I see you with my new eyes,
I am learning to help wherever you are, wherever I am needed,
This can be done because I am in the Light,
When you feel despair, reach out to me. I will come,
My love for you truly does transcend from Heaven to Earth,
Finish your life with the enthusiasm and zest that you had when we were together in the physical sense,
You owe this to me, but more importantly, you owe it to yourself,
Life continues for both of us,
I am with you because I Love You and I am in the Light.
EVERLASTING LIGHT / Mom Those we love must someday pass beyond our present sight, They must leave us and the world we knew without their radiant light. But we know that like a candle, their lovely light will shine To brighten up another place..more perfect..more divine! And in the realm of Heaven where they shine, so warm and bright, Our loved ones live forevermore in God's eternal light!
Brian, Praying that your light is now with God! We burn a memorial candle for you at home every day (24/7) as a reminder of your presence in our lives. You are with us constantly as you are always in our hearts. We were blessed with you, our Shining Star! We love and miss you so very much. Love, Mom (6/12/06)Close
A message from Brian to all of us who love him... / Mimi, Betty Lesh (Grandmother)Read >>
A message from Brian to all of us who love him... / Mimi, Betty Lesh (Grandmother)
When tomorrow starts without me, and I’m not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn’t cry the way you did today, while thinking of the many things we didn’t get to say. I know how much you care for me, and how much I care for you, and each time that you think of me, I know you’ll miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand, that an angel came and called my name and took me by the hand, and said my place was ready in heaven far above, and that I’d have to leave behind all those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye, for all my life, I’d always thought I didn’t want to die. I had so much to live for and so much yet to do. it seemed almost impossible that I was leaving you. I thought of all the love we shared and all the fun we had. If I could relive yesterday, I thought, just for a while, I’d say goodbye and hug you and maybe see you smile.
But then I fully realised that this could never be, for emptiness and memories would take the place of me. And when I thought of worldly things that I’d miss come tomorrow. I thought of you, and when I did, my heart was filled with sorrow.
But when I walked through Heaven’s gates, I felt so much at home. When God looked down and smiled at me, from His great golden throne, He said, "This is eternity and all I’ve promised you, Today your life on earth is past but here it’s starts anew. I promise no tomorrow, but today will always last. and since each day’s the same, there’s no longing for the past.
But you have been so faithful, so trusting, so true. Though there were times you did some things you knew you shouldn’t do. And you have been forgiven, and now at last you’re free. So won’t you come and take my hand and share my life with me?"
So when tomorrow starts without me, don’t think we’re far apart, for every time you think of me, please know I’m in your heart.
Remembering Brian on the second anniversary of becoming a D.O. / Joyce Holod (Mom)Read >>
Remembering Brian on the second anniversary of becoming a D.O. / Joyce Holod (Mom)
June 5, 2004 was the day Brian received his degree from Ohio University College of Osteopathic Medicine in Athens, Ohio. What a special day it was in our lives; we could not have been more proud of our son, "The Doctor". This date represented the 25th Osteopathic Medical Class to graduate as part of the 250th Commencement Exercises of Ohio Univeristy.
John A. Brose, D.O., Dean of OUCOM wrote the following notes to the Class of 2004 for commencement exercises:
"Today marks a major milestone in your life and your career. The administration, faculty and staff of OUCOM could not be more proud of you. As students of the college, you've distinguished yourselves with hard work and professionalism. You have our heartfelt congratulations for a job well done."
"As you take your oath, you will make a pledge to the students who follow you. Your college selected you not only because you will be an outstanding physician and surgeon, but also because of your potential to teach the generations of osteopathic physicians to come. The future of the profession rests in your hands. I hope you will integrate learning, doing and teaching into every day of your career."
"On a personal note, I have sincerely enjoyed working with each of you. I well remember my own graduation and know what a momentous occasion this is for you and your family. You have worked extremely hard to get to this day, and you deserve the honors bestowed upon you. I wish you the very best in the years to come as you begin your exciting professional journey."
"I am proud to call you my colleagues. Welcome to the osteopathic profession!"
As we all know, Brian's career as a D.O. was all too short! I can't imagine what Brian would have accomplished if he had the time. Thanks to all of you: Brian's friends, classmates and fellow physicians from OUCOM, and his fellow colleagues and co-workers at St. John West Shore Hospital for the wonderful comments you made to our family personally or on-line. It was so apparent that Brian was very much loved! You confirmed to us Brian's compassion, kindness, gentleness and intelligence as well as his caring and fun-loving attitude. You saw Brian perform his duties as a D.O. and indicated he was a great doctor and that Brian will live on in the students he instructed.
On the second anniversary of Brian becoming a doctor, we ask all of you, including OUCOM and SJWS colleagues and students, to please visit Brian's memorial website at: http://brianholod.memory-of.com and please "LIGHT A CANDLE" for him. We would love to hear a fond memory or experience you shared with Brian BY YOUR WRITING SOME COMMENTS IN THE TRIBUTE SECTION of the site. (We would welcome the memories of the SJWS golf outing wearing scrubs, the worries OU students had regarding doing certain physical exams at OU, the high school military testing results, riding toys around at Fisher Big Wheel [Brian's first job], the Halloween parties, sporting events, and special times shared with Brian. ) These comments are treasures to us!
Our family is planning a memorial in Brian's honor at St. John West Shore Hospital. A tree donated by those in the Graduate Medical Education Program at SJWS will be planted this summer. Brian's memorial will be located between the Medical Arts Building and the Grandstand/Pond. There will be a paved patio and a "MEMORIAL WALKWAY" which will be constructed from engraved stones. We are awaiting price information from the landscaper and will forward the cost and engraving information to you if you would like to have your name added to Brian's memorial walkway.
Registration information regarding the "FIRST ANNUAL BRIAN HOLOD MEMORIAL GOLF OUTING" to be held at Red Tail in Avon on August 22 and the "MEMORIAL RIDE" (Motorcycles/not bicycles) on October 7 can be obtained at http://brianholod.memory-of.com.
Please keep Brian in your hearts and remember him by "LIGHTING A CANDLE". Thank you so very much.
I'm not going to lie - this totally sucks - I would much rather be able to spend holidays with you instead of "remembering you" - but this is the way it has to be for now.
I thought of you so much this Memorial Day weekend. As we drove toward Maumee Bay, I saw signs for Put-In-Bay, and of course, thought of you.
Although I didn't go this year, the Rib Cook-off was this weekend. I thought of us going before it moved by Tower CIty, and being surprised to see the Goo-Goo Dolls performing.
I thought of the Memorial Day we offically opened the deck you & dad built onto the back of your house on Oxford - and how you laughed when Jordyn drank out of Harley's water dish.
We went to the Indians game yesterday. It was so stinkin' hot, just like when you took me to my first game at Jacob's field, sitting in the bleachers and me getting sun-burned from the knees up.
When cutting Lulu's nails this weekend, I thought of you sitting on her, straddling her, to cut them. She's is so sweet - her gentle temperment makes it so obvious she is your dog.
Mom's birthday was on Monday too - and you would have loved the ice-cream cake from Stone Cold. I sure wish you were here...I miss you so much. And yet it seems you were everywhere I looked...seeing Envoy's, black Monte Carlos, Penn State hats, OU window stickers...I love you so much, Bri. Happy Memorial Day. Close
MY SON, MY SPECIAL GIFT / Mom, With Love to My Shining Star/Angel Son, (on Mother's Day )Read >>
MY SON, MY SPECIAL GIFT / Mom, With Love to My Shining Star/Angel Son, (on Mother's Day )
To Brian on May 14, 2006,
If at any minute or hour of any day you wonder if anyone may be thinking of you, please smile and know that I am, and always will be thinking of you. I love and miss you, Brian, "my son, my special gift" and my sweet angel!
I want you to know what a special gift and beautiful blessing you were. It has been such a joy and privilege to be your mother. I want to thank you for giving me so many precious memories and for fulfilling the happiest hopes any parent could ever dream of having. I am so grateful for your presence in my life! You brought so much joy. You are so very special and gave so many people a reason to smile. God must have been smiling down on me when you came into this world.
"My child, when you came into this world and into my life, so many beautiful things happened. Although I was the one holding you, you were the one enfolding so many of my hopes and dreams. Although I was the one who was supposed to teach you all the things to do as you grew up, you were the one who taught me--constantly--of my capacity to love, to experience life in its most meaningful way, and to open my heart wide enough to let all those joyful feelings inside." (Verse by Douglas Pagels)
I had the wonderful pleasure of knowing you since the minute you were born to watching you grow from a young boy to a caring, responsible man. I thank God for you and for allowing us the time to experience so many wonderful things about you and for the opportunity to see what you would do in life.
Brian, I wonder what more you would accomplish in your life; And I wonder what it would have been like when you had a wife. I wonder if you would become the parent of a baby girl or boy; I know a child would have brought you so much joy. I wonder now that you are in Heaven above, Do you know that each day I send you my love?
There are special miracles that do come true, And one of them was undoubtedly you! We did not want to see your time with us end, Since to us you were a very special friend. Brian, you are my special shining star, And I will never forget what a special son you are!
You were so very special. You were a one-of-a-kind treasure. Brian, if I were to tell you all the reasons you mean so much to me, it would take thousands of words to convey how proud I am of you, how much you make me smile and how much I love you. In every one of your years, you have given me more happiness and love than most people will ever dream of. You had so many fine qualities: You were so gentle and so very kind; you possessed a very smart mind. You had such a wonderful personality and sense of humor. You worked so hard, displayed patience and compassion, and had such a big heart. It's no wonder everyone loved you, Bri! You are so very much missed by your family and friends.
I encourage others accessing your memorial site to take the initiative to send you a message. Visitors, please "light a candle" for Brian or "write a memory" when you visit Brian's site.
Well, I've stayed up several hours though the night on this site, so I need to go now. Please know that I pray to God every day that you are in His care and at peace. I pray for you to be happy and smiling down on us. Please remember that you are loved and missed more than words can ever say!
YOU ARE A SPECIAL GIFT / Mom, With Love To My Shining Star/Angel Son, (on Mother's Day, )Read >>
YOU ARE A SPECIAL GIFT / Mom, With Love To My Shining Star/Angel Son, (on Mother's Day, )
Brian, my angel, my shining star, I hope you got the special message and poem I wrote for you in the early hours of the day. I went to edit and lost the on-screen message. Hope you got it! Love, Mom
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